Be Careful of What You Search

{ 2012, January 17 Tue @ 12:52 am } · { Blog Life }
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I should be sleeping now, supposedly earlier. But the turnaround of emotions came very very fast after I started to hit some keywords on Google using my PC. I was also surprised to stumble upon.. well… err… I don’t want to give any clues but, a page.. basically, you can read something.

At first, I got excited because I found something, it made me feel good. But later on, reading further, I just realized, how so stupid I am, how I missed those opportunities, how I was very coward back then. AND I REALLY HATE IT! I hate myself for letting those days pass by while I am still holding these feelings all along.

The irony of life. Now, I just wish that I could easily say things the way I want it to be. But I can’t. I need to work hard to win this back. I don’t know how. I don’t know why, why do have things to be so complicated when things can be supposedly as simple as just saying ‘Hi’.

Wah, I’m still at rage right now. I cannot contain it until a while ago. But now I know, my feelings are right. I will try my best to get to work. This is 2012 for me, bring it on!!!

“Happiness doesn’t find you. You have to create it.”

“Something had to change in my life. What I was looking for, whatever it might be, wasn’t going to come find me. I had to go get it myself.”

Sorry / Limitation

{ 2012, January 16 Mon @ 1:15 am } · { Non-sense }
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Sorry, as much as I wanted that my first post for this year is not a hate post… I feel that I cannot sleep now with this in my head.

You can throw so many things to me, I think I can handle most of it… but please be very very very sensitive. I know your wish/intention was good but it wasn’t the right time to say it, please. At this age, yes, society dictates that I should have one, but can you respect my choice and actions. At the first place, this is my life and not yours. I can to things on my own, without no one telling me.

Sorry. Now I forgive you since you are my friend and I understand your situation earlier.

But next time, if happened that it will reach my limit, sorry but you know me, I can do things you can’t imagine with my rage.

Goodnight.

Quit

{ 2011, November 30 Wed @ 10:44 pm } · { Non-sense }
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Topic #245 from The Daily Post
When is it ok to quit something?

(Super delayed post)

Remember the phrase “quitters are losers”? Well, it depends on the situation and reason, it is very subjective.

I think, it is okay to quit something when someone (even yourself) is negatively affected by your actions/decisions. Sometimes you just have to quit just to give way to something better or make someone happy, though. But quitting never guarantee any positive results unless you are very sure regarding your decision to quit. Unfortunately, if you are not sure, you will regret your decision for quite some time.

Random Thoughts – 20111120

{ 2011, November 20 Sun @ 2:23 am } · { Blog Life, Non-sense }
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I made a resolution to myself but it is very very hard and I am not sure if I can pursue it, but it is possible.

This insecurity, I think, just started last week. Usually, I just brush off things like these. But this time, I can’t handle it. I feel that the whole world is putting pressure on me, that I cannot escape. Society asserts what is expected and I feel that I should follow the trend or else I am doomed. I am having life my own way and I am fine with this. I don’t want to be dictated. But some are just unfair. Please do not over emphasize the obvious. I know my shortcomings but please don’t blunt what I lack and what should I have! I chose this life and I have my own decision with my life. I can take things at my own pace. And don’t make fun of it!

I just pray that I can get through this.

Random Thoughts – 20111025

{ 2011, October 25 Tue @ 12:40 am } · { Blog Life, Non-sense }
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As much as I want to publish my pending posts, mostly from The Daily Post which I somehow discontinued for almost two months… I just got lost the drive to post. And what’s more saddening now is that I feel that I am wasting my time here much more than I have lost in my entire life.

>_<

Hesternal

{ 2011, September 11 Sun @ 9:44 pm } · { Non-sense }
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Topic #236 from The Daily Post
Pick a word you don’t know, and use it in a story

Huhu, another difficult topic. I am not good with words… please don’t kill me! :p

It seems like everyone is having a good time, away from the busy metropolis. And after two rounds of alcohol, any random words may just come out of someone’s mouth. The conversation is very dynamic, from hesternal doings to what-ifs to anything that caught your attention. Uncontrolled, but deeply, you feel that you need to say those words. It is good to hear those words but at the same time, since you were both under the influence, you were hurt, very emotional.

Doraemon

{ 2011, September 11 Sun @ 6:13 am } · { Blog Life, Fun, Television }
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Topic #235 from The Daily Post
If you could be part of any fictional universe, what would it be?

Doraemon popped out of my mind immediately after reading the topic.

Doraemon and other casts

Wouldn’t it be cool when Doraemon is on your side? Haha, but first, I would be friends with Nobita and get him away from trouble from his bully friends. Maybe I can be his older brother, another story arc perhaps. If I am nice enough with Nobita then I could also be friends with Doraemon. Hooray! Then, I can get a chance to try Doraemon’s cool gadgets and maybe get also with the adventures, haha.

I want to try the “memory bread”, “dokodemo door” — to travel faster, “take-copter” — who doesn’t want to fly, and of course the “time machine”.

Bilib Ako Sa ‘Yo

{ 2011, August 30 Tue @ 11:18 pm } · { Uncategorized }
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Para sa ‘yo ‘to.

Bilib ako sa ‘yo. Ang galing mo, hindi halata sa itsura mo o sa pananalita mo, yung paghihirap na pinagdadaanan mo. ‘Pag kausap kita, parang walang problema… walang tigil sa pagkukuwento, walang tigil sa katatawa.

Hindi ko alam kung pano mo nagagawa yun. Habang sinasabi mo ang iyong pinagdadaanan, sobrang hirap isipin kung paano mo kinakaya ang mga bagay. Nahihirapan ako habang nagkukwento ka. Mas lalo kong naintindihan ang paghihirap mo nung nakita ko mismo ang iyong pinagdadaanan.

Hindi ko alam ang mga tamang salita na dapat kong sabihin sa ‘yo upang maibsan ang paghihirap mo. Hindi rin natin alam ang mga plano Nya. Basta manalig lang tayo sa Kanya at ipaubaya kung anong dapat gawin at kung anong gusto nyang mangyari. Alam kong masalimuot ang daan ngunit may dahilan kung bakit binibigyan tayo ng pagsubok.

Crazy, Stupid, Love.

{ 2011, August 30 Tue @ 2:10 am } · { Movie }
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Topic #234 from The Daily Post
Write a review of a movie or product

Disclaimer: I am not good at giving reviews, so please bear with me. Prior to this, I read this how-to. I failed step 1 already.

theatrical poster

“Crazy, Stupid, Love.” is a romantic-comedy film starring Steve Carrel, Ryan Gosling, Julliane Moore, Emma Stone, Marisa Tomei, and Kevin Bacon. The movie takes place in the present period on a typical American neighborhood setting. The story starts with a couple getting into a divorce then continues with several scene that shows how to pic-up women, finding true love, and making a surprisingly troublesome event at the end.

The film clearly showed the reality or effects when couple decided to get a divorce or started to live separate ways. I think the bar/club is very essential since the story somehow revolved around it. It created the critical part to build up the story.

With regards to the camera angle and effects, it was great. Since most of the scenes shows spending a lot of times in the bar/club, you can clearly see how the nights pass by, like a transition, how they hang around, clubbing.

Costume design is very suitable to what message it wants to convey in this film. I think this is also critical in this film. Since the couple started out having dull looks, that really shows that they are not doing well together. And then they started to groom up, to impress one another, to get each other back, things like that.

I would like to note how the writer created that twist towards the end of the story. Haha, I never thought while watching the film that things would get complicated later. But still like any other romantic films, all things come to an end very fine. :) I had fun with their punch lines, it came out at the right timing. Good laughter! :)

The film was fun, great, and very romantic in the sense that I will make you feel that it is so good to be in love. At first, I though this film was like “Valentines’ Day” since in its trailer it seems that there are different love stories while also starring good casts. But I was proved wrong. This film made a good impression on me, very positive!

My Perfect Sunday

{ 2011, August 30 Tue @ 1:07 am } · { Blog Life, Fun, Music }
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Topic #233 from The Daily Post
Describe the perfect Sunday

My way of spending a perfect Sunday? Wake up at home with no worries in mind, free from the busy tasks from work. Then I indulge myself with good music. I can do that all day long. If my mood gets better, I do some house cleaning or maybe revisit some of my old stuff. :) I like to spend Sundays with myself. It makes me feel good and know more about myself.

It’s as simple as that. I think no any extravagant vacation trip can top this favorite Sunday setup of mine…

I love to listening to this song, very relaxing:

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