Archive for September, 2008

Nonsense

I think I am not making any sense of what I am doing with my life right now.

You need to focus more on the process of living in order to get more out of your own life.

- My Horoscope today

I have noticed that my decisions I made recently are impulsive or sometimes biased. Of course, later on, I regret it.

Now that I am aware of this strange habit, what shall I do next?

‘Face Down’ by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Poor girl.
Sarap suntukin ng mga ganitong lalaki na gumagawa nang tulad nito sa kanilang partner.

Yun lang. :)

Gusto ko lang i-share ang acoustic version nito.

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‘Face Down’ by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
One look puts the rhythm in my hand
Still I’ll never understand why you hang around
I see what’s going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
Tell yourself it’s never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around? 
Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground? 
Well I’ll tell you my friend, one day this world’s going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wait around forever you will surely drown
I see what’s going down.

I see the way you go and say you’re right again, 
Say you’re right again, 
Heed my lecture.

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around? 
Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground? 
Well I’ll tell you my friend, one day this world’s going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt
She said “This doesn’t hurt!”
She said “I finally had enough!”

Face down in the dirt
She said “This doesn’t hurt!”
She said “I finally had enough!”

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
It’s coming round again

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around? 
Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground? 
Well I’ll tell you my friend, one day this world’s going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around? 
Well I’ll tell you my friend, one day this world’s going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt
She said “This doesn’t hurt!”
She said “I finally had enough!”

Here Comes Again The Finale

Even though I did not follow the whole ‘Pinoy Dream Academy Season 2′ (PDA2) series, its ‘Grand Dream Night’ is a must to watch. Knowing me, a true-blooded Kapamilya, needs to watch even a single episode of a Kapamilya show. Actually, what I’m after is to witness the stage design of the PDA2 Finale. I admire ABS-CBN a lot for making great (ok, it is only me who is obsessed with this) sets and stages. I will site some examples:

  • ‘Kapamilya Deal Or No Deal Season 3′ set has improved a lot including the money board and a panel display on top. Also, notice the ‘orbitting’ metal balls below the stage. :D
  • The ‘Wheel Of Fortune’ set is cool and colorful (but the hosting style was not; sorry).
  • The current and past sets of ‘Game KNB?’ :)
  • The ‘Pinoy Big Brother’ latest Big Nights… Bea inside a ‘large’ disco ball, Ruben coming below the stage with a large ’star’ at the back, Ejay coming outside a ’spaceship’. And don’t forget the sparking ‘fountains’.
  • And Yeng standing on an elevating ’star’ platform.

Last Sunday, Laarni was standing on the middle of a ‘rotating circle’ (when viewed on top, looks like the ABS logo). And there were fountains while she was walking on the stage. Awesome!

I thought that she will not finish her song because she was crying a lot. :) Haha. But still she managed to hit the right notes. Just right for being the newest ‘Grand Star Dreamer’.

Just Some Thoughts About Life and Myself

Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.

- “Cat and Mouse”, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

#1

For the past weeks, meeting different set of new people makes a little bit hard for me to adjust.

I don’t act, in fact I hate acting; this is just me. Making me an object to make fun of is fine to me but I think there is a limit to everything. I may look stupid most the time but still I am a human. Respect oneself.

One thing is for sure, I don’t have any grudge.

#2

Making a definite goal. I am not even sure what do I want to do for the next two years, within my stay inside the company. I am a little bit worried that I will be left behind by others. I am having a difficult time handling pressure and stress. This is incomparable to the one I felt during college (of course, now, it is different).

Anyway, I’ll just have faith and do my job. More tasks and responsibilities equals a better you.

#3

I am missing a lot af faces and places. Even though here’s the Internet and my phone, I can’t even find a way to say ‘Hi’ to my friends. And I am being saddened by this.

August Happenings

Napuno ng (not-so) non-sense and short posts ang blog ko. Naiinis nga ako sa sarili ko kasi di ako makapag-post nang matino. Kadalasan kasi, pag nasa harap na ako ng PC ko eh tinatamad na ako mag-post kasi inaantok na, wala nang oras, etc. Excuses. :(

Ayun nga. May mga bagong experiences.

August 1 : Company anniversary. Kung saan nagpakitang-gilas ang mga “new engineers” ng kanilang talento sa pagsayaw. Hanggang ngayon ay di pa rin ako maka-get over sa ilang dance music namin. Nakaka-miss din kasi yung mga practice namin.

August 8 : Nabigyan ako ng sulat. Haha. Guess what. :) Di pa naman ako nagkakaroon ng punishment. Pero hintayin natin kung kelan. Darating din yun. :(

August 16-17 : Unang team building activity. This is a time na pwede ko sanang makilala nang mabuti ang aking mga kasamahan kaso nakulangan ata ako ng powers. :) Hindi man lang ako nakapag-swimming, (kala ko kasi may part two pa ng swimming), kayak, paddle boat, o nakabili man lang ng pasalubong (haha). Anyway, maganda naman yung place at masaya rin naman yung naging activity namin. :D Asan na kaya yung human battery paper ko?

August 23-24 : Unang out of town gimik ng batchmates ko sa work. :D Masaya rin! Kaso mas masaya siguro kung naging kumpleto (I mean yung mga attendees nung araw na yun) kami sa lahat ng oras ng kasiyahan. :D Isang nakakapagod at masayang weekend. First time kong nakapag-snorkeling (at medyo natakot pa ako sa hitsura ng mga corals).

August 24 : First time kong bumiyahe papunta sa probinsya, sa Bataan. Birthday kasi ni Inang at umaga na kasi umalis yung mga kapamilya ko (eh hapon ako nakauwi from outing), so mag-isa akong bumiyahe. First time ko ring makapanood ng ‘Showbiz Central’ at ‘Kap’s Amazing Stories’ (yun kasi yung palabas sa bus e). Naaliw ako nang konti dun sa segment ng ‘Showbiz Central’ na ‘Don’t Lie to Me’ kasi for every ‘lie‘ na ma-detect ng lie detector test sasayaw si John Lapuz. Nakakaaliw lang kasi ilang beses ‘lie‘ yung result tapos ilang beses ding hinagis-hagis si Sweet. Anyway, after ng aking whole afternoon commute (bus from Batangas to Manila and bus to Manila to Bataan), naisip ko tuloy masarap pala bumiyahe (kaso mahal ng pamasahe). Actually, naiisip ko na palagi na pumunta sa iba pang lugar. Nga lang, nakakalungkot bumiyahe mag-isa pero exciting. :)

At syempre, marami pang iba. Yun nga lang masyado nang maliit na bagay yung iba or sa akin na lang yun. :)